I knew him well, yet i feared,

If he ever found out he'd forever hate me,

I thought he knew deep inside,

Longing that maybe he might see,

I'm a person not just some destitute being,

I still love him,

With all of my heart i do,

Wishing and waiting for a day that will never come,

Thinking that if i just keep desiring life may someday be fullfilled,

Living day by day,

Moment by momenr,

The pain might be relieved,

But no, no feelings shall depart from me,

I am left alone in my own weary despair for love.