My life is endless games of Solitaire

What may seem like years are simply just days

And all my colors fade into dull grays

I am drifting away but I don't care

I'm blending into the world's scenery

For so long I have only tried to hid

Seems I'm invisible on the outside

I disappear to find tranquility

The world is from which I attempt to flee

The truth is I'm just looking out for me